God sent...

This morning, standing at the sink washing up the breakfast dishes I had that feeling. It's that one where a sob wells up in your throat, your heart starts to race and your stomach fills with butterflies. I haven't had that feeling since we got out of PGN but there it was-panic, anxiety, fear, pain-all rolled into one awful breathtaking emotion.

This afternoon, standing at the sink washing up the bottles of a little boy I'm watching, the phone rang. It was a friend who said I had been on her mind today. Her words were kind and sweet as she validated my feelings and promised her continued prayers.

What a God-send. Thank goodness she followed God's leading and called me!

This wait is hard...harder than anything I've ever done or faced and let me tell you, I've faced a lot! But when God sends miracles of a phone call from a friend, just when I need it-I know He is with me and he'll see me through!